Advice comes from all directions except from my brain. The one real power I can almost trust. Unknown people and people I love with unknowing reasons continue to batter me with "Things I oughta do". I oughta do this and I oughta do that. Moms wants to know am I dating? Fuck no! Who would date me? Who would want to try to make me happy? Actually, it isn't that tough. All I ask is honesty, responsibility, and loyalty. And not the "do what I say" kind of loyalty. Just loyalty. Just the respect kind of loyalty. A dash of thoughtfullness and love.
I guess your saying I should try to look on my own. Don't expect it to fall in my lap. Um......... done that. For 15 years. Unsuccesfully. Obviously.
Well, I'll keep on floating. Eventually, my wings will give out and I'll land. On either water and I'll drown, or on land and I'll build a home.
Companionship with the opposite sex is the strangest thing.
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